I wouldn't say that this post has nothing to do with anyone because it apparently has. Just don't go jump into conclusion and think that 'oh it's me'. But if you think that then err whatever. I think I have to write this I am sorry.
MY FRIENDS :
1) Tell me what's right and wrong. What's good and bad but remember, THEY AREN'T LORD. Because they know it's my life. I MAKE THE CHOICE.
2) Don't necessarily tell me they love me every single day but bare with me every single second. Because to me, staying with me through thick and thin, well, that's a perfect way of saying ' I LOVE YOU, BESTFRIEND' .
3) Say ' Whatever makes Izzah happy makes me happy too because seeing Izzah all gloomy and sad makes me wanna burst into tears as well. ' Well, literally.
4) Don't need me to show them I love them hard because for as long as I stay, I still am. But when I don't anymore, well, that's the end.
5) NEVER FORCE ME. Trust me. I know what's best for me. But, just in case my decision is wrong, remember, if it brings HAPPINESS than that makes me happy but if it's heartbreaking and bitter, that's experience. We all need a little bit of experience and hardship in life , right?
6) Realise I don't really tell people exactly how I feel, especially when it's sad because I just don't let my guards down. Not in front of people. But eventually, my friends will know I have feelings. I can feel sad too. I treasure moments and people too. Things people don't think I can feel.
Well, at the moment, those are all I can think about. If you don't, then either :
1) You aren't my friend at all. That's fine. Really. Or
2) You are my friends only by LABEL. Now that's a waste. Unfortunately.
#justsaying,
Nurul Izzah Khalid.
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