you can't always get what you want .

Hello faithful readers of mine or should I call you my biggest fans ? Because literally , you’ve been keeping up with me through this blog all these time ! Well I know it’s been rather dusty right here right now * coughcough* but please don’t put that blame on me . I wish I could tell stories and write here every single day , though I am barely sure that I have anything to update E-V-E-R-Y-D-A-Y . I am bloody busy I guess . With the whole homework – YES WE HAVE HAD OUR HOMEWORK QUITE SO MUCH ALREADY . LIFE’S UNFAIR –  Guess I just couldn’t admit that this blog just lost its beauty and temptation , no ? Whatever the obstacles are , for as long as I am swallowing this thing called life , Imma make sure that this blog is gonna breathe its air and share the moment too ,insyaAllah .

Pheww , quite a nag up there . Back on track !  I used to wish time flies faster because I want to reach eightteen ! Little did I know that time really flies . Everything feels like only yesterday . I can still vividly remember me wishing to be eightteen and now I am just a twelve years old girl errr . Now even the word GIRL does suit my age . However , I believe that one person cannot be unfortunate and all gloomy all the time .   But no , because I am lacking time , so Imma post the photos later . Instead , Imma describe a few people according to the numbers they inbox-ed me on FB earlier ,

- AREN'T YOU SUCH A BEAUTY ? I have admired you since we were just a bunch of preschool kids . But please don't sound like I was the bossy one back then , though I am , nowww . However , I have to admit that , you are now one of those people I don't wanna risk losing because well , practically , you might have a lot of other friends , and no matter how much you wanna be there for me , you just couldnt , but being with you always make me happy . I LOVE YOU , and I hope this bond we have wouldn't be broken . No matter what .

Dear you , I have to admit with humble the fact that I don't quite know you , and yes , I don't really know what to write about you , but I can make wishes right ? So jyeah , here goes . I wish you are happy right now . I hope you succeed in your life and lead a happy and perfect life . I know nothing's perfect but can't we dream big ? Aminn

We belonged to two different gangs but we were close . I didn't tell you everything but I tell you you a lot . I thank you for being there for me . I thank you for your concern and love . I thank you for being my close friend , no matter how eerie I am . I thank you for believing me no matter what bad news you have heard about me .  I thank you for trying to mend things between me and my bestf ,Hidayah . I thank you , for being awesome . god bless your amazing soul , woman !

TWELVE YEARS YOUNG ,

Nurul Izzah Khalid .